"kalau Tuhan maha pengasih, mengapa anak tak berdosa ini menerima nasib sebegini?" redup dan tender keluhan si atuk. ketayapnya putih seperti janggutnya. dia agak sugul kerana cucunya yang baru lahir 'down syndrome'.
"itukan kehendaknya." sampuk aku yang duduk di ruang tamu wad sambil menonton gerak khas. semput juga menonton cerita polis baik ini.
"tapi apalah dosa budak itu? Maha pengasih tentunya takkan membuat kanak2 terseksa." kata atuk. matanya digenangi air. cucunya yang ini adalah cucu yang ke sembilan.
"yang hendak 'merasakan' pengasih dan penyayang itu adalah kita. sifat itu ditumpahkan kepada kita untuk kita curahkan kepada insan lain. Allah itu suci. pengasih-penyayang itu bukan untuk dirinya. untuk kita hayati.yang paling senang- bila rasa baru percaya." aku tak pasti sampaikah maksud bicaraku itu atau dia memang tak dapat tangkap. sebab aku tengok dia tak endahkan sangat kata-kataku. mungkin juga aku dilihat muda, rugged dan kurang 'lebai' dari dia.
"lagi pun inilah yang dikatakan rukun iman keenam. percaya kepada qada dan qadar bukan hanya tertulis di kitab tetapi untuk 'dirasa'. itulah ujian iman."
"tak kena memang mudah bercakap." perlahan aje sindiran itu.
"down syndrome masih boleh uruskan diri pak cik. anak saya dua orang tak boleh buat2 apa-apa. terlantar." kata aku.
"dua orang? uisyyy!" dia menggelengkan kepala. aku tak faham mengapa. aku syak dia seperti kata tuhan tak patut.
aku nak cakap padanya tapi tak sanggup nak tunjuk bagus terhadap orang tua. kitab terbesar yang tuhan ciptakan adalah 'alam' ini . kitab (buku) yang dibaca itu hanya media.beleklah kitab besar itu. kitab yang paling lengkap dengan ilmu adalah tubuh badan ini dan tubuh ini jugalah 'alam' tempat segala ilmu 'dicuba'. untuk dirasa kita yang Dia itu maha berkuasa. pandanglah tubuh ini sedalam-dalamnya.
kalau kau nampak semua ini milik kau, kau tak dapat lihat tuhan. tapi jika kau butakan pandangan pada yang lain, tuhan akan nyata.
kau fahamkan?
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Paham bos...
Paham Bos
hahahaha kau nampak TUHAN atau nampak Allah???????
It is undeniable that malays are stupid, incapable and lazy. Why don't they just humbly admit the facts and repent and learn from other races especially Chinese?
What is the point to argue here and wasting time again?
From the first onwards we were merely telling the truths. It wasn't us who think that way but their own Badawi as well.
All malays should go and read the newspaper, even Badawi is ashamed of maintaining the NEP after 34 years of implementing it and these malay baboons are still asking for it.
Even Badawi wanted them to compete on a level playing field.
So what does all these tell the world? It sends a very clear message that it is malays themselves who are incapable and lazy and they don't even want to admit it and make a change!
That is the biggest shame of all.
Can't you see, it is all back to square one. Year in, year out, some talk for half an hour, some one, some two. Some sing, many belt out their most recent released 'pantun'.
After all. Malays are good at that. Suggestions after suggestions, some good, some impossible to realize.
But, do you see any of these materialised? Hardly. Why, why and why???
Because the malays can never change. Never! Why?
The leaders forgot it or were they simply didn't want to address and admit that the actual disease is the malays and the remedy itself is also, the malays. They can never change. What is it about the malays?
Firstly as you all know, they are a lazy species. Since the beginning of time they have been like that. Even the encyclopedia called them as lazy people. I think those British with their accent tried to call them 'malas', and if you put 'y' in, it becomes 'malays'.
Embracing Islam make them a worse lot. Now they have a license to kill anything that gets into their way.
Malays are ungrateful lot. In reality, they just can't live or open their minds for others. When Mahathir said that they are complacent, they put him in jail. When Mahathir encouraged them to learn English language, they got angry with him, saying it is a 'bahasa penjajah'.
When other races 'maju', they got angry with them too. That was why at the end of Mahathir his regime, he said this, "I have achieved greatness as a prime minister, but I only fail in one thing, changing the malays."
Well, nothing to be surprised about anyway since Mahathir is not really a malay, and I guess that was why the malays were angry with him.
Drug abuse, hate, incest, liberal extremism (culture of miniskirts and gay marriages), murder, parochialism, racism, rape, religious fanaticism, snatch theft, spoilt bratty behavior, tribalism, wife abuse, child abuse, all that is associated with the malay race.
To them, malay is the biggest impediment towards building a truly Malaysian nation, and should be chucked into the dustbins of history.
A genetically flawed race cannot be fixed by politically. Nature will take its course and globalization will put them out to pasture.
What have we got now?
Brain drain, economic disparity getting wider, poor education system, racial segregation, widespread corruption, inefficiency and uncompetitive on the government departments and others.
Sad. Sad. Sad. The question asked by many of my fellow Chinese is this - Why can't you just tell the malay peoples to adopt Chinese culture which is superior?
From research, this peninsular was part of the Siamese empire way before these malays from Indonesia invaded it.
Still so thick skin, don't want to go back to Indonesia!
"From research, this peninsular was part of the Siamese empire way before these malays from Indonesia invaded it."
yes this peninsula was part of Siamese empire....but which Siamese was that?..pls be noted that Siamese and Thais are 2 different races...confused?..well..you should..hehehehe
blur sikit
hurmmm..tu kata2 sorang sufi tu..
tapi aku tak ingat plk sape...
ke ali yg ckp mcm tu..
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